This week, had I stayed on track, I would have finished P90X. Clearly, I did not stay on track.
In fact, my jeans are actually TIGHTER than they were when I began this blog. My anxiety has been at its worst over the last month (minus the 90 days that led up to my wedding). I have not read my Bible other than what I read to my kids in school (Hebrews and James ARE amazing though). But I do think I've done ok financially.
In fact, my jeans are actually TIGHTER than they were when I began this blog. My anxiety has been at its worst over the last month (minus the 90 days that led up to my wedding). I have not read my Bible other than what I read to my kids in school (Hebrews and James ARE amazing though). But I do think I've done ok financially.
I really don't know what's wrong with me. I have asked for 2 things for my birthday: a trainer and a therapist. My husband and parents are seeing to both requests.
Yesterday's sermon (which I admittedly only listened to with half an ear - sorry Mangum) talked about how we cannot fix ourselves. I know that it is a lie that I can fix myself. I know I need to rely on the Lord. I know I need to trust Him.
just so you know that I love you so much and praying for you! you aren’t the only one who feels this way - and Satan loves when we all start believing his lies. God has something SO GREAT for you - that’s why He’s working on you! Press on for the joy set before you!!!
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