Irrational

I love Glee. I loved choir and drama and only wish I could have been as cool as this group. Rachel drives me crazy, and I wish they would dump Kurt's storyline...not because he is gay, but because he's an ass. Britney's one-liners make me laugh, but her storyline makes me sad because it seems her identity is wrapped up in sex.



Stepping away from the storyline though, I covet Heather Morris's body. She is a dancer and I WISH I could dance like her. I love watching her during the group numbers because I think we see more of Heather and less of "Britney" when she is performing like that.

It is irrational for me to want her body. I am not built that way. And it's never gonna happen. But this is just one of the lies that I am battling that this is what I need to look like/do to be pretty/sexy/appealing/attractive/worth something.

This is actually not one of my favorite pictures or episodes for that matter...I think she is beautiful in her "street clothes". Looking "normal". I know...she's not "normal".

I want to be healthy. But I also want to be pretty and I think Heather Morris is. Lucky for me, my husband thinks I am pretty/sexy/appealing/attractive. I should listen to more of what he says, and less of the lies that crowd in.

Lord, let this be my prayer when the lies creep in...like they are right this minute. "Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised." Proverbs 31:30