Week 1 - Complete

Not a stellar showing, but a modest first attempt at P90X. I did complete Kenpo X today with the help of my incredible husband. I did not do the chest and back work out this week (at his suggestion) but instead went for a jog.

Still trying to do this in my own strength. When am I going to be able to surrender this?

Did not reach any goals this week. I realized with the way my weight fluxuates on any given day, I am going to need more like 2 week goals to see if there is any "real" movement on the scale.

Continued to dig into Hebrews this week. Goodness I love that book!

Irrational

I love Glee. I loved choir and drama and only wish I could have been as cool as this group. Rachel drives me crazy, and I wish they would dump Kurt's storyline...not because he is gay, but because he's an ass. Britney's one-liners make me laugh, but her storyline makes me sad because it seems her identity is wrapped up in sex.

p90x Days 2-3

Day 2
Success! I got up at 6am and completed the Cardio X work out! HARD! But I did a little of everything. Protein shake for breakfast and I was on my way!

Day 3 (today)
Fail! I felt puny at work all day and used that as an excuse not to finish today's work out. Do I feel poorly? Yes. Could I have done more today? I think so. I can't do push ups. For some reason I am SCARED to go all the way down. What is going to happen? I might fall flat on my face from 4 inches off the ground...what's the big deal? I don't know. But there it is. I did half of the Arms & Chest workout and then LESS than half of Ab Ripper X.

I fleshed out some of my fears and obsessions last night with my mom.

P90X

Holy poop. If I had any misconceptions about my current physical ability (read: INability) they were dispelled as I spent my first hour with Tony Horton via DVD. Good grief! I broke a sweat during that workout for the first time in MONTHS.

I'm not sure how hardcore I can be with P90X. I may have to mix in some of my Hip Hop Abs (also a Beachbody product). I do love me some Shaun T. :-) Though I do NOT foresee Insanity in my future!!

Hello World!

I sincerely doubt anyone on the outside is going to read this blog...and that is just fine! If someone stumbles on it and finds help or comfort, even better. This is an outlet for me to journal through my journey with the Lord as I ask Him to grow me in self-control and discipline in different areas of my life.

Welcome to the journey!